Scared

I admit to being scared. I admit life is dirty and hard and the unknown of it all terrifies the shit out of me. I know I have to be a"big girl" now and take my life into my own hands. I was stupid and young and made a not so good choice in letting myself and my life be dictated by my husband. i never grew up and had to push back at the word and get jobs and lose them and see that there's no shame in that. I never got an education and struggled through school to fight and be proud of myself and my achievements. I worked at being a mother and a housewife and yes that is a job, but not one you can put on paper, and it doesn't build your resume. So now I am scared. I HAVE to fight. I HAVE to succeed. Or my whole world comes crumbling down. What are you scared of?